It was a long and sleepful night…
That’s right: I said “sleepful”.
It was a long and sleepful night, for a change!
And I do love to sleep so!
To this day, motha often pontificates on my possible genetic relation to polar bears. Because I don’t just sleep: I hibernate. And once awoken, it is better for others to keep a safe distance until I get that first cup of coffee, in me.
Over the years, motha and I have figured out how to maneuver around each other, after I stumble into her kitchen, barefoot, in search of my caffeine fix: We prefer to have at least a town, in between us. It’s just better that way. Because two stubborn, moody Russian broads unleashing their wild hair and temperament at each other — never makes for a safe situation.
So, instead, motha leaves me cryptic notes on her counter, next to the pot with burnt coffee on its bottom; and she gets the hell out of her house (about a town away):
“Went to store. Fear to wake you.”
“Call me when you go.”
So, okay: I do love to sleep so!
But it is always a pretty rare occasion for me to pack the mandatory 8-hour gap of rest into a night. Because there is seemingly never enough hours in my day; and after hour of writing and tending to business, after my rituals of fitness and nourishment, I tend to retire to bed quite reluctantly. There, I arm-wrestle with the ghosts of my nightmares first; then, I eventually drift off to sleep.
When the alarm goes off at an ungodly hour (because there is seemingly never enough hours in my night), I yank its cord out of the wall and try to nap for a bit. But before I pass the hour at which I would start calling myself “a sloth”, I leap out of bed and stumble out into my kitchen, barefoot, in search of my caffeine fix. The thoughts of the day flood in with the first inhale of it, and I’m off: Chasing the hours, of which there is seemingly never enough in my day.
And I’ve heard of the luxury others entertain when they decide to spend an entire day in bed. In order for me to do that, I must be deathly sick. If not, the town is better be going through an apocalypse.
And every single time I’ve entertained the idea of a vacation this year:
“Ah, shit! I gotta write in the morning!” I would think immediately after, and that idea would be put to rest.
Because there is seemingly never enough hours in my day — and just way too much work to do, in my life!
But today, it was a long and sleepful night. And before I leapt out of my bed right at the hour at which I would start calling myself “a sloth”, I wondered:
“How ever did I manage to get ten hours of rest?”
Let’s see: Yesterday, I wrote and I tended to business, as usual. There were rituals of fitness and nourishment, punctuated with more writing and more business. I’ve even managed to repack my bags and reshuffle my joint.
But right around the time when I would normally freak out about seemingly never having enough hours in my day, instead of brewing myself another pot of coffee —
I made a meal, for a change.
After a late-night run through a park with maple trees that haven’t yet changed their leaves — but surely seemed to be entertaining it — I decided it was time for fall. And with fall, it was time for pots of magical thick stews with flavors of the world whispered through a whiff of exotic spices. And although it wasn’t time to change the clocks yet, it was time — to change the pace.
So, I ran back home and I started a pot:
The eggplant was caramelized first. The trick there was to be patient: to give it time. Fussing with it would ruin the slowly forming crust. Eggplant is a vegetarian’s stake, and it demands specificity. Because there seemingly may not be enough hours in the day, but in cooking — it is always about the time. With time, last night, my patience paid off: And soon enough the joint was filled with aromas of meatiness and slowness.
The red peppers were caramelized next, married with the sizzling garlic a few minutes later. And there is nothing more domestic — than the smell of sauteed garlic: My joint was beginning to smell like home.
The spices went in next: cumin, coriander, yellow curry, cayenne pepper and sesame seeds. With spices, one must move quickly. Because if the mind drifts off — they burn and lose their magic. By then, my nose had adjusted to the unleashed aromas of the fall, and I had forgotten that I never started that last pot of coffee of the day. Instead, I was tending to my spices, fully present and perfectly patient.
By the time the rest of the vegetables and liquids joined the stew, I was beginning to dream of cooking by a campfire, on some Moroccan adventure, with all of my comrades napping in surrounding tents. They would wake, of course, to the smell of slowness and patience — to the smell of home; a world of difference away from the aromas of caffeine.
And I thought of all the future meals I had yet to make in the slower hours of the upcoming winter; of all the pots of magical thick stews with flavors of the world narrated through the whispers of new spices that I had yet to learn to cook. And I thought: There is still so much time, in my life!
According to my recipe, the stew would taste much better the next day. So, I retired to bed quite willingly last night, looking forward to the new flavors — and to waking up in a joint that smelled more like home.
According to my recipe, the stew would taste much better the next day.
And it does.